Hole

Conundrum of times yielded for anger
Simple and left behind without you
How much will it take to gather pain
Begging forgiveness for all sin
Taking it too far once again
Hiding blinded from the somatic sensation of the past
Its all killing the man I could be
Then why do I still feel when I am numb
Lost joy, forgotten smiles, unforgotten laughs
Danger in the end seems rusted but shining
Never to be alive again, I died inside trying
Distance kept from all I see, except you
Begging for your touch once more
Then feel my soul melt in your presence
Cannot gather my thoughts ever again
My mind straining, searching for your heart
It seems not to be there, while I was fooled
Your lies burned a hole in my existence
But your eyes burned a hole in my heart