Three

too much pain has passed my eyes
climbing up from the bottom i feel
ill never reach the top alone
looking for this light at the end of the tunnel
i keep hearing about but never see
when will it be my time
when will it be me
the past will haunt me until the end
i fear the solitude i face
will tear me piece by piece
until eternity's end or more
i awake and i feel numb
and sit and stare through my empty soul
day by day life is filled with tests
how many have i passed
how many have i failed
ill never love again til death
no one to hold ever again
no ones lips to watch
say those three destructive words